Work work work.. Another 9 pathetic hours wasted working.. It was sooo boring that i started to Daydream.. Wahaha.. I thought about the Past and the Future , mostly the past.. Lots of wonderful memories raced through my head and I managed to spot 1 that particularly aroused my interest.. Its quite blurry as it happened around 3 years ago when I was in sec 3.. I remembered its about a Girl whom I liked.. If my memory serves mi correctly it was at the Arcade.. We are just frens at that time and still frens all along.. I was really regretful of not daring to take the 1st Step.. I know She likes mi as well , but i thought I wasn't Good enough for Her.. Anyway , back to the Arcade.. We were with some other frens but its as if we don't belong to the group at all as We were trapped in our own little World.. We had fun talking and walking around the Arcade while pushing each other around.. We were still Kids back then.. Wahaha.. And then I don't remembered how I ended up holding Her hand.. And She did not object to it.. Woots.. The feeling of holding Her hands was amazing.. How I wish time could stop at that precise moment and last Forever.. But Good things don't really last that long.. I let go off Her hands when we saw our frens.. I know that was a stupid thing to do , but I wasn't really able to think properly at that moment.. All I could think of was to not getting Her into an awkward situation.. So I decided to let go.. Even though She did not said anything , I could feel the slight neglection She was giving mi.. Although I did sent Her home after the everything.. I could not find a single topic to break the silence between us.. I hate that feeling I had deep inside my Heart.. Now 3 long years has went by.. She has already gotten someone Special of her own.. Maybe She has already forgotten about that day.. Maybe Its all too late to say anything.. But if I ever have a change to go back in time.. I would definitely propose my feelings for Her.. Even if I should fail , I will not be angry with myself as I know I have already tried and given all I could give.. It is at least better than not trying and not knowing what would the outcome be.. So this goes out to all those people having a Crush on someone.. Just give it a shot.. You will never know the outcome if you never try..
And to Her :
Hey Hey Hey.. Although we are not even contacting each other now.. But I just wanna wish you Good luck in whatever you do ok? Don't ever forget mi as a fren..
Je t'aime .. Take care..
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