I need a job badly.. I want to be somebody.. I don't want to stay at home everyday and rot.. Change , I need to change.. Never had this urge so badly before.. Perhaps I'm really starting to change.. Starting to get a Life , A much better Life.. Anyone that got a part time job please inform mi.. Please help mi to change.. Requirements are simple : I don't want F&B and I don't want any job that requires mi to cut my hair.. Either leave a note at the tag board or sms mi if you have my number..
About Christmas , nothing much to say actually.. Just stayed at home and did nothing.. I didn't feel the need to go out and celebrate anyway.. Just another stupid Christmas which I didn't really bothered.. Nothing much.. Although I may seemed happy by sending people Christmas wishing.. But I was just trying to blend into the Crowd.. But it appears that it's not working.. Maybe I should not do things that won't benefit mi.. Maybe I should be selfish.. Just do things for my own benefits..

This song best represents my feelings now.. Feeling so inferior , so weak.. Hoping someone will come save me.. " Save Me " by Remy Zero.. I've removed the extra chorus part as it is wasting quite a lot space.. Hope you Guys will like it..

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" Save Me "

I feel my wings have broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside
When they pull you under
And I would give you any thing you want
You were all I wanted
All my dreams are falling' down
Crawling round and round and round
Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay, stay
Come on
I've been waiting for you
I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
And they pull me under
And I would give you anything you want
You were all I wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawling round and round and round
Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don't' care how you do it
Just save me, save me
I've made this whole world shine for you
Just stay, stay come on
I'm still waiting for you