I guess it's my fault for saying you are selfish or anything.. I'm just another idiot who thinks that Love is so simple.. I guess I'm the one being selfish , Asking you to sacrifice so much for mi.. But Somehow I feel more hurt when you ignore mi.. I missed those days we talked to late hours of the night.. I missed those days when I woke up early to wake you up.. I missed the " walao ehs " I always hear from you.. In other words , I missed you.. I blame myself so much for not knowing you earlier.. For letting you go to someone who just doesn't deserve you.. It's my fault.. I know time is what you need.. So I guess I should stay away from you.. But I find myself smsing you even though I know I shouldn't.. I find myself thinking about you even though I should not.. There was an sms from you on Feb 09 at 3.22am asking mi to dream of you if not I'll die.. How I wished I died that day so I won't have to know that you still think of him.. So that I won't have to go through everyday with you ignoring mi.. Anyway , I've said what I need to say.. The rest is up to you.. But I guess I'll probably be spending Valentine's day alone..
Happy Valentine's day Ailerone

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