I think I get what you mean.. I know it's my fault for my wishful thinking.. Maybe whatever I said may sound fake to you.. Maybe I'm just a nobody to you.. But I really hope you can be happy in whatever you do.. Maybe you find it hard to trust people because you are cheated many times.. But I've always been true to you.. Although I can't do anything to lessen your pain.. I want you to know I will be here if you need mi.. Even though I know you might not talk to mi again.. Even though I know our date after New Year won't be able to fulfil.. But I hope you will still come to mi whenever you have problems.. I will be happy to help you if you need help.. Please don't keep everything to yourself.. I'm begging you once again.. Falling on my knees hoping someone can somehow answer my prayers for you.. I pray that someone will love you for who you are even though I can't be the one.. I pray that someone will love you more than I do.. I pray that you will feel happy with the one you love.. And I pray that you will no longer feel lonely , no longer alone. God I'm begging you just this once.. Answer my prayers please.. I don't mind even if you need to befall bad things on mi.. Life will be happy once she is happy..
Touch me now , Don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
Hold me now , Although it takes my breath away
Love me now , Even if it kills me