I woke up today at around 11am after 6 hrs of sleep.. Did some cleaning of my room before leaving my house at 2.30pm for Hong kah east CC.. Somehow managed to sprain my ankle the day before while doing some training.. So I had to play basketball with an Ankle guard.. Wasn't really happy today as there isn't any people playing basketball today.. Or rather they didn't come to play basketball but to interact with girls instead.. It drizzled abit today and I enjoyed playing in that small rain even if it's just for 10 minutes.. Left Hong kah east CC at around 7.30pm and headed towards the basketball court near my house as Hong kah east CC is booked everyday at 7.30pm.. So I went to the court near my house and joined my Friends in their games.. Couldn't really do much with that sprained ankle of mine.. Just did some shooting and passing.. Been slacking from basketball lately as my shoulder and ankle is still in pain.. I guess my body is telling mi to stop and get some rest.. Finally reached home at around 11pm.. Really missed those days where I played basketball for like 14 hrs.. From 8am to 12am daily.. But time is flying so fast , my Friends no longer bear interest in basketball except maybe Weehong.. But he has school so I guess I'm left on my own.. Anyone want to play basketball on New year? =)



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Been asking myself this question lately.. What is Love? What's the definition of Love? I had to visit a counsellor last time as I was really bothered by issues of Love.. My counsellor once told mi this : Love is a much and not a must.. She asked mi to go home and think about it real hard.. So I went home and did some thinking about it but I ended up feeling suicidal and cut myself on the wrist.. But that was ages ago when I was still immatured.. But I still could not understand the things she told mi.. I went back to her and asked her what she meant.. She told mi that Love exists everywhere.. Even though we can't see it , it's always around us.. By saying that Love is a much , she means that there is all kinds of Love.. Parental Love , Siblings Love , Couple's Love and many more.. Although Love exist in many forms , it's not necessary for us to have Love to survive.. She says I was deprived of Family Love that's why I am so stubborn in holding on to relationships.. That's true in one way , I was borned into a Family of workaholics.. My Parents work everyday and the only time I see them is at night after work.. But that's when they are usually tired and grouchy.. Scolding occurs more than normal conversation in my Family.. So I'm kind of robbed of Family Love in a way.. I lost faith in things such as family or relatives.. I only believed in my Friends and what they said.. Maybe it's because I try to make up for the loss of Love from my Family , that's why I tend to do stupid things to make the relationship continues.. I did things like threatening to commit suicide.. Whenever I think back about the past , I find myself so stupid clinging on to something not worth it at all.. She told mi that being Single is actually a good thing , I can do things I want without any burden.. I can have all the time in the world to be with my Friends.. And so after sessions of counselling.. I began to think in an different way.. Maybe she's right.. Maybe what she said did make sense at all.. So I tried keeping myself happy everyday.. And it worked , seriously it did worked.. I change from my usual EMO self to the happy go lucky self.. Although sometimes I'm EMO also , Old habits die hard.. And somehow I begun to find myself with more Friends , Friends that didn't seemed to be there had appeared out of nowhere.. I'm happy with my life now.. And thanks to my counsellor , Auntie Jasmine.. I was able to change my life for the better.. This post isn't just for Auntie Jasmine.. It's for all those who are still confused by issues of Love.. It's time to change and lead a better life..
Signing off here..