Sometimes I really feel that I don't understand you..
Sometimes I feel as if we are total strangers..
You keep everything to yourself as if I'm nobody to you..
Am I really nobody to you?
Why do you always disappear at times when I really need you?
At times when I need to hear your voice to cheer mi up..
At times when I miss you..
If you really don't wish to talk to mi so much , Don't give mi false hope please..
There are many times where I can just die from the torture you are giving mi..
I wonder if you know , today I held your hands hoping that will make you feel better..
But it turns out I'm just doing a stupid thing..
I can never take the place of him..
I'm mi..
I'm myself..
Why can't you just tell mi about your feelings?
Must you keep everything a secret?
Must you carry the burden yourself?
Can't you just give yourself a dateline?
Forget him ok?
I know I can't do the things he did , say the things he said..
I'm not better than him..
I'm not more handsome than him..
I'm not richer than him..
So what am I good at?
Telling you jokes?
Making you angry?
Talking rubbish at my blog?
I guess that's all I'm good at..
Anyway , I've applied for an appeal for NYP..
I really hope to be in the same school as you so that I'll know where to find you when you disappear again..

P.S I love you