I'm sorry for deceiving everyone
I'm sorry for deceiving myself
This revelation is the death of ignorance,
tangled in a state of suffocation
I'm defeated in my own lies
I'm defeated with my own actions
Devasted in my own little world
I see no way out
The stars are all shining for you
You're happy I know
But do you see how I fall?
I know it's selfish for me to say
I wanted you for myself
And I hope, pray, beg for some chance to be with you
Sometimes, I tell myself
I'm happy you're happy
But I can't seem to smile or feel happy
I miss you
I really do
The times we spent talking about you and him
The times we spent laughing at nothing
The times we spent talking about me and her
The times we spent msging each other into late at night
The times I would wake up early just to wake you up for work
The times you said you are jealous cause I missed her
The times I said I'm jealous cause you missed him
The times you told me to think about you instead of her
The times you drank the green tea with teh
The times you wore the black coloured cardigan which looks like stocklings
The times you complained that I replied too late and that you miss me
The time when you said "yea love dark skies . Cool."
The time you said "because you care for me more than anyone else and talking to you always cheer me up"
The times when you said you will buy sweets for me
The times you complained you are fat
The time when you said "Never dream of me you die"
The times we played maple together
The times where you will say walaos to me
The times where I will count the walaos you said to me
The time where we walked together towards your house
The time you said "ya i bu she de go home los"
The time you said "Oh.. So sad can't see you ):"
The time where I sat down at the cafe you worked and watched you working
The time I bought the cheesecake for you and you said "thank you for the cake ok! Love you man! Haha"
The time when you msged me at 9.25am in the morning and said "I got into my first choice :)"
The time you finally msged me after ignoring me for 10 days and you said "hello you joining b ball?"
The times you called me nerd
The times I called you bimbo
The time you were holding the small pink balloon and swinging it around
The time I commented that your shorts look like a boxer
The time I bought a packet of wedges for you and you said I ate some of it secretly
The time you said your smile looked damn jiao
The times you called me yummy chicken
The times I called you salted fish
The time you tooked my picture when I was wearing formal
The times and times you complained to me about everything single thing in your life
Yea I guess I miss you

Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile
Shine on
Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm
Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up
Come on
Why're you scared?
You'll never change
What's been and gone
We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out