Lost and abandoned like a little child,
I sought refuge in an empty house
The walls are echoing with maniacal laughter
The fears surround me with insatiable hunger
Now I'm sick of being lonely,
this is killing me so slowly

You know I never give up on you,
and I hope you'll give me a chance to be there for you
It's strange,
we've changed
But the feelings remain the same,
and the heart stays true
Please, leave a clue,
and let me see a real you
I know it's hard,
you ain't strong
Believe me when I say,
we can make miracles

I tried my best to change for your sake,
hoping you can give and take
Giving me some love,
and taking away the pain
Yes, I feel the pain
Only you can heal me,
you are my cure
Although we are from two different places.
You in your bimboticity,
and me in my nerdtown
But we shared a relationship like no other people has,
nerd-bimboship
This I'm thankful,
for no one made me feel the way you let me

I think this shall be the final post about you,
I see no point to this nonsense
You read,
and you forget
You told me too many times that I was posting nonsense
If you think these are nonsense,
then perhaps I should stop
You no longer need this useless nerd by your side,
you've got your partner
And you've got many other people who will be there for you
Remember me as a step,
as someone who will push you to a higher ground
I never did lied to you,
and I never will
All I have to say is,
I'm happy you're happy

Who knows how long I've been lost in the dark?
Followed closely by the footsteps of my failures.
What can I do to alter my perception of the way and the truth?

Let this burden drift away.

Who knows how long the void has swallowed me?
I only wish for nothing more than peace to find me.
How can this be?
We've come so far
To let the weight destroy our grand design

My pledge remains faithful to you.
And my heart still beats your name