Went out with Clique and Colin on Thursday to the Kbox located somewhere near AMK central. As we walked pass the place, I found out that I kinda miss the place pretty much. I spent 8 full days from 11am till 10pm recently when I was working as a Nets promoter. So there bound to be some memories of that place be it good or bad.
Anyway, the 8 of us, Colin, Suraj, Partiban, Joanna, Jesslyn, Meng jia and Tra my squeezed into a small room and started singing. There were 3 microphones so we took turn to sing our songs. And I gotta admit that Colin has a wonderful voice, although not to the point where he can produce an album of his own. But then again, it's quite soothing hearing him sing. Maybe we can ask him along for our next Kbox outing. But paying a fee of $15 dollars just to hear him sing doesn't seems like a good idea. Perhaps we can use the Karaoke set at Buddy's house next time.

This is a video Jesslyn took of Buddy and me dancing when Colin was singing "Only you". I hope we can have more outings like this often. School has been getting real bored for me.

I even put on eye liner to school on friday which was Halloween. I guess life has been really bored for me to do such extreme things to entertain myself.
Talking about life really puts me down. It has not been really wonderful for me recently. Many many problems appearing out of nowhere, adding on to the huge pile I already had.

- Imma short of cash and I still have to pay my M1 bills
- Imma short of cash and I still have to pay my Starhub bills
- Imma short of cash and my mom insist on not giving me my allowance
- Imma short of cash and I still have to return the debts which adds up to nearly $1000
- Imma having moodswings every 1 minute and it's mostly bad
- My temper getting from bad to worse by the minute
- Everyone around me insist that Imma fucking Emo-ing when obviously Imma not
- I lost the mood to even try and convince them that Imma not Emo-ing
- I run out of excuses as to why Imma not feeling myself recently
- The more I try to be cheerful, the bigger the void in my heart expands
- The void is not helping very much as it's affecting my gastritis as well
- Now even if I eat something, my gastritis still works up again
- So I decided to skip meals since it hurts either way, and I see blood on my basin every morning again
- School is not helping and adding to the ( problems ) instead
- Family is not helping and adding to the ( problems + problems ) instead

- Friends are not helping and adding to the ( problems + problems + problems ) instead
- You are not helping and adding to the ( problems + problems + problems + problems ) instead

So overall, life is pretty challenging to me I would say. I use the word challenge as normally nothing seems to be much of a challenge to me. Not exams. Not life. Not nothing. Now it's become a challenge to me. So what the fuck should I do?