Have I told you before? It isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain. So where's our dance? The one we promised so long ago. The one we pictured so beautifully in our minds. Have you forgotten? Maybe you did. But I have not. The beautiful memories we had are still carved deep inside my mind. And not to mention the not so beautiful memories. But what else does it matters? You told me not to interfere with your life. So what am I suppose to do? Just leave you alone? You know that it's not possible when all I think of is you. When I think of you, I don't know what to do. When will I see you again? I miss you like crazy. Friends have been telling me to let go. It's not that I don't want to. But I rather believe. I believe you, and none of this is true. Please tell me you're not ignoring me. Please tell me we are still friends. Please tell me you're still my Bimbo and I'm still your Nerd. Please reassure me. I know that we don't talk, I'm sick of not talking to you. Can you hear me when I sing, you're the reason I sing. You're the reason why I'm doing this. Where are we now? Or should I say, where am I now?
I'm all alone now. Friends come and go. But I'm glad that some of you stayed by my side when I'm down.
Diana my dearest, it seems that we share the same boat. Entangled in the love web, we find ourselves struggling so hard. I know it's hard. I've been through it before and is still going through it now. You know, you don't have to suffer the weight of it alone. I can help share your burden. We can talk. You can cry if you want to. And I'll be by your side till you feel better. I promised to be there for you. And I will do so. You will never be alone. It's his mistake for giving up on such a sweet and wonderful girl like you. If I can, I hope to be able to protect you from hurt again. Because you are so important to me. I believe you are the only one who can knock some sense into me. Because you're the only one I'll listen to. And I assume I'm the only one you listen to too. So now I tell you, it's time to let go. No matter how painful it is, it's over. This is not the end of life. I assure you that you can live your life again. This time without him. I know I can't take the position of him. I can't substitute him. But I can your big brother. I will protect you and take care of you. I promise. I love you little sister.
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