The End.

I guess this is really the end. There's so much I want to say to you, but I'll probably never have the chance to say them.

Maybe this is the best way out. I know you're tired from all the quarreling we have everyday. It's not that I like to quarrel also. But sometimes I really feel like you don't care, maybe I'm too selfish, I want you just for myself. I don't like your friends, because of them, you don't have alot of time for me. I don't like your parents, because of them, you have to go home early everyday. I like it when you stick to me alot, I like it when you think of me before you do anything. I like it when you text me before going anywhere, or before eating. But I guess you'll never text me anymore. How I wish that our relationship will never end. How I wish we can start everything all over again. But it's too late, you're tired of fighting, you're tired from listening to my endless complaints.

You're the first girl I've given up all my friends for. You're the first girl I'm willing to bow my head down and say sorry for. I thought what we had was real and true. But maybe they're right, you're still young. Maybe what we had was too one sided. Maybe you don't loved me as much as I love you. I broke up with you not because I don't love you anymore. It's because I love you too much to hurt you again. I don't want to see you sad anymore, I don't want to give you stress anymore, and I don't want to make you angry anymore. I just want you to remember as someone who once made you happy.

Sigh. I miss you so much now. I don't know what to do anymore. I remembered you once said I should tell you if I cried for you. Well, I am crying right now as I type this. Cause I know this will be the last time I'm complaining to you. Take care of yourself okay? I won't be around to nag at you for not eating your meals, so you must remember to eat okay? Don't always go out until late night okay? Don't let mummy worry about you anymore. Learn to listen to daddy and mummy. Don't always quarrel with them okay? I've asked Serli to go out with you more, so if you're going clubbing or drinking. Please bring her along as it's not safe. I won't be around to stop you from going anymore or nagging and showing you the long face anymore. Lastly, please remember to cover your blanket okay? It's really really cold this few days, I don't want you to catch a cold.

I guess that's all I'm going to write before you start complaining I'm getting long winded. I don't even know if you will get to read this post. But anyway, I love you fatty. Goodbye.