Pardon my absent from blogging for 2 days.. I was playing Maple all the way.. Wahaha.. Anyway , Sentosa trip on Sunday.. Although there is only 3 of us going , I hope it will be fun.. Going to play volleyball and work on my tan.. We will oso be on the look out for Bikini Babes.. But I seriously hope that it won't rain as I haven't been tanning for quite long.. And I haven been in the sun for so long.. Becoming fatter and fatter.. Although I still haven't reach the weight I desire.. Maybe will take some pictures while at Sentosa.. Not pictures of the Bikini Babes of course , But pictures of us.. =) I'm so bored recently.. Been staying at home day after day.. I should have gone the chalet my Friend organised so that I won't be so bored.. It's suppose to start today..

Anyway , I'm really tired of people asking so much from mi.. I know I'm really dependent on other people and immature.. I don't have my own opinions and I don't know how to take initiative.. I'm just a simple person , I have my flaws and I bet you have your own flaws too.. Maybe my flaws are more obvious as I'm a straight forward person.. I don't really think twice about anything , just say what I want to say.. Maybe that's why people don't like mi.. But it's not easy to change instantly and I'm trying my best to do what I can.. I don't really like to hide my feelings under a fake smile but that's what I usually do.. " Smile and everything will be alright " That's what people used to say to mi.. But I don't really believe in it , I prefer to believe in what I believe.. Or rather , Just believe in myself..

I really wanted to go see the Aurora Borealis , but that might have to wait til I grow older..

I add some pictures of the Aurora Borealis into my blog.. Pretty nice..