6 more days to the loneliest day of the year.. Valentine's day.. A day where you are suppose to spend with your Valentine.. Sad to say , my Valentine will be myself.. So I guess I will be spending that day alone.. How wonderful it will be if my death anniversary is the same as Valentine's day.. I'm sure many people will remember mi on that day.. But I guess that's just talks.. I'm just talking the talks.. I don't have the courage to do so.. I'm just a fucking coward who doesn't dare to face reality.. A fucking coward like mi deserves nothing.. Hey you're right! I don't deserve your trust.. I have a bad temper.. I have mood swings.. I look so fugly.. My character sucks.. Worse of all is , I don't understand you.. So who am I to say I love you? Who am I to talk to you? Who am I to care for you? I don't deserve all this.. Yeah man.. You heard mi correct.. Just block mi from MSN.. Don't waste your breath on mi.. I'm useless and hopeless.. Kindly delete mi from your contacts as well.. So you won't know who is it that smsed you.. Maybe I will learn to grow up.. You can help mi alot by doing so.. Just downright say that you hate mi in my face.. Let mi face reality.. Let mi regain my conscious.. Quit giving mi chances even if I beg for them.. I'm just a faggot who isn't worthy of your attention.. Anyone other guy out there is 100 times , 1 million times way better than mi.. I wish you all the best in everything you do.. And I hope that someone will ask you out on Valentine's day so that you won't be lonely..

Signing off here...