Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Today was a blur day for mi.. 1st I lost my keys in my house.. 2nd I burnt my maggie mee while trying to watch tv and reply Siufang.. See my maggie got burnt because of you.. How? And I found out that my brother took my keys by mistake.. I found out only that after I went out.. So I'm like stuck outside and can't go home.. The feeling isn't that great.. And it kind of got mi feeling bad again.. Anyway lucky my mom came home early and she was able to open the door for mi.. How grateful was I to be able to step foot inside my house again.. Then I let Weehong used my computer as his computer is down.. After that I did some gaming and chatted awhile on MSN before deciding it's time to cook maggie mee.. And guess what.. The maggie mee looked blacker than normal.. It kind of look like fried noodle.. And the taste isn't so bad either.. I guess I figured out a new way of cooking..

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I don't know what is it that I've done wrong or what is it that I've said wrong.. It seems that my every actions are making you angry more easily.. I don't know what I can do to improve myself if you keep everything to yourself.. What I said to you is true.. But if you have doubts , I know there is no way I can prove myself to you.. Maybe you think I'm always talking crap Or I'm joking everytime I talk to you.. But the fact is that I'm enjoying my time with you.. Everyday , I wished for the night to stay dark forever.. But everyday God didn't answer my prayers and my wishes.. But I'm really happy to be able to know you.. To be able to know your thoughts and how you feel.. What I regretted most is not being able to knowing you earlier.. Not having the courage to start talking to you earlier.. And not being able to lessen your pain.. Maybe if we met earlier.. We can be the happiest persons on earth now.. But Fate often likes to play games on us humans.. So I beg you.. Please tell mi how you feel.. Please tell mi everything about you.. Let mi know more about you.. I don't ask for much.. Being able to take care of you is enough.. Being able to give in to you when you feel stubborn , Being able to teach you when you feel like a kid , Being able to love you for who you are , Being able to tell you that you are loved everyday is enough.. That's all I ask for.. I hope that it's not too much to ask..
Signing off here...

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