Totally shocked when I heard that I have to wear buttoned shirt for work at Daiso.. Somemore it's just packing job and I have to wear buttoned shirt... And the worse part is I have to tie a Tie.. Totally stupid and idiotic.. So I'm jobless once again.. Actually thought I found a nice job , but with the stupid attire and all.. I guess I rather remain jobless.. At least I got time to play basketball and time for the Gym.. Stressed about many things in life.. Wonder how did people survived though 80 yrs of age or more.. I got tired of it in just 18 yrs.. I need a job to entertain myself.. Can anyone help mi? =) Siufang is working today and so I got nobody to talk to in MSN.. I tried entertaining myself by watching cartoons but somehow it didn't work.. So I came blogging and reading people's blog.. Found a pretty nice song by Avril Lavigne.. Pretty girl with a pretty voice.. The lyrics are amazing.. It's as if it's taken out directly from my head.. Emo time again.. Why do I keep thinking about the past? Why do I even bother thinking about things and hoping that time will travel back? Sometimes I wished that I had never met you.. I wish I had never talked to you.. I hate you and yet I love you.. I don't think of you and yet I miss you... Months and Months of torture.. Just when I thought everything was over , You came back.. All my hardwork went down the drain just like that.. Just because I thought of you again.. My heart hurts so much that I feel numb already.. Forget it.. Nobody will understand what I'm feeling anyway..
Signing off here...