Today wasn't really a good day.. Maybe it was the the 3 words you said yesterday night.. Maybe it's because of some things I saw.. Maybe it's because I was over-sensitive.. Maybe it's because I am crazy.. Yes.. That must be it.. I must be going crazy.. That must be the reason for the way I reacted when I saw Jessica.. I saw the uncanny resemblance between Jessica and a friend of mine.. The face and the dressing , I almost mistook Jessica for my friend.. They look so alike maybe except for the Hair colour , Hair style and the fact that Jessica wasn't wearing pink today.. Perhaps I had been thinking too much about everything that's why I felt the strong resemblance.. I wondered why I've never noticed it before.. Maybe I'm starting to fall under the pressure of a new environment.. I didn't even noticed that I ate too much of my medication until I finished all of them.. Now I'm stuck with a severe pain in my Gastric and with no medications.. I guess I have to wait till Monday before I start eating properly again.. And I have to make do with the pain killers which of not much use.. Or I could over dose myself with sleeping pills and try to sleep till Monday.. I wonder how I'm going to survive lesson on Monday.. By the way , I'm having Personal Development as my Elective Module and I don't even know what it is.. What's so good to develop about mi? And how do they teach if it is personal? Who will be attending the same Elective as mi? Will I be making new friends? More and more questions added on to the already small mountain of questions that were left unanswered.. I still don't understand you.. Why your mood swings can be so sudden? I still don't understand what I've done wrong to make you ignore mi again.. I guess I'll never understand if this situation continues.. Let's hope my day tomorrow will be better..

Signing off here...