The world is changing. It’s no longer as innocent as you think it is. Humans changed, trees died and rivers dried up. Classmates changes in a blink of an eye, and friends leaving forever. I guess some people had never experienced the feeling of losing someone dear to them, and that’s why they always take things for granted. I dedicate this post to Adrian my dear friend who had left us earlier on after fighting with the devil for over 6 months. Firstly, I would like to thank God for ending

his pain and torture and letting him leave peacefully. I will always remember your eternal grace towards him but I still remain standstill in my opinion that God is unfair. Of all people, why must you choose Adrian? Why can’t you choose other people who really deserve to die? And why must you torture him for 6 months? Another round of questions left answered. Imagine if you were me, and you had to see your friend’s health deteriorate every day. Hearing him tells you to be strong even though he has only a few months left to live. Watching him passed by each day painfully. Watching him putting up a brave front even though the pain he felt was excruciating. I was there when he moved on, and luckily, he left with a smile. Grief was in our hearts when he smiled. We know that the smile was for us, he is telling us that he’s ok. He is at ease now, and he is going to a place without any pain or suffering. He wants us to feel his ease; he wants us to smile with him. But all we did was to cry more. The pain of losing someone so dear is unbearable. Our bonds dated back 5 years ago where we met each other in school and became good friends. I spent 5 years with a friend whom I know is worth making. I spent 5 years of my life meaningfully because I had

you as a friend. And Uncle Philip and Aunt Mei hua please dry your
tears and be strong. What’s gone is gone. Cherish the moment now for you will never know when it will end. I know it’s painful, I know it’s hard.
But you have to try, I’m sure Adrian doesn’t want us to be this way.
I’m sure he’s in good hands now. I can feel it. He’s happy now.
Although he has many regrets which he wrote on a paper before he left us.
He’s sorry that he can’t be your son anymore, he has to leave. And he hopes that you can give all your love to Dylan the same way you gave him. And Dylan, your Kor Kor can’t buy ice cream for you anymore and fight away all the baddies. You have to grow up and be strong. Kor Kor loves you.
Those were the words in his letter before he went to paradise. I sincerely hope that he will be in a place without anymore sufferings, enough is enough. Rest in peace my dear friend.