13/01/11

13/01/11
Woke up early in the morning cause I received your call, I was so happy that you called me.

It made me think back to the past when I used to ask you to give morning calls at 6am.

You will say "hao ah" cause you're following mummy to the market early in the morning.

But this call is different I guess, must be an accident.
Sigh, I read your blog, you assumed I went drinking again. Why must you always assume things?

I promised you I won't go drinking anymore right? You forgot? Or is it that I'm just a liar to you?

Every single thing that I've said, you've labeled them as lies?

This is precisely the reason why we broke up, you refused to listen to me, I refused to listen to you.

You said that I'm at fault this time, you said that my pride is too strong for me to admit that I'm at wrong.

But if you've done something in the first place, I wouldn't have mentioned that I want a breakup.

I asked if you had anything to say yesterday, remember?

You said "nothing", nothing means you don't want to say anything, you can't be bothered to think.

So why not just breakup? You said you've had enough, I'm just doing what you want, why are you blaming me?

I can't promise you I won't use the breakup word again, the rest I can promise, but not that.

Why not you promise to not make me angry? Why not you promise not to ignore me?

Why not you promise to give in to me everytime?

Sigh, what's done is done. You're living happily now.

I'll just need a little bit more time and I'll be okay.

But time is what I don't have.
1 more day till our 3rd month.

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